i have looked in to the church of satan, druidism, wicca, and a few others and i keep
the catholic church, well sort of. not sure if they are right but i keep coming back to god. any ideas as to why? (i was Born and sort of raid catholic, i am bathed and had my first communion but had not been in a church for 2 years be for a month ago)
Ok, satanism has nothing to do with Wicca or druid. It's alright to be interested in other religions but if you keep returning to the catholic faith it's cause you're not ready to accept another religion as your own. Once you're ready, if you're still interested in Wicca or druid, join a yahoo group and let them know your situation, us pagans are always happy to welcome newcomers and people who are interested in our path, as long as you don't prejudge.
because it is the truth..the way to eternal life through the Lord Jesus Christ...Heaven is our TRUE home...we are meant to return to God our heavenly father..that is our purpose for living...
Hmm, maybe I'm reading what you wrote the wrong way but just in case: there is no church of Wicca or Druidism. Pagans don't have churches, really. And as the lady above said, Satanism has nothing to do with Paganism. As a matter of fact, Satanists get quite offended if you call them Pagans, and Pagans, Satanists. To the best of my knowledge, a Satanist must acknowledge the Christian concept of hell and Satan, of which Pagans don't.
The reason you keep finding yourself going back to Christianity is because it fits your morels the best, that's all. There's really no mystery about it.
The only solid truth in this world is that which you discover for yourself, but you must also bear in mind that there is no such thing as an absolute. There is no such thing as a "right" or "wrong" way for a person to go...until you determine it for yourself. Only you know what works for your mentality...only you can possibly know what fits your life, what you need at a given time. One should always be open to new possibilities, new ways of seeing or doing things. And always remember that just because something is right for you does not mean that it is right for anyone else, which is something that many people who appear to be commenting on this kind of post have yet to figure out.
Personally, I believe on nothing, standing halfway between agnosticism and atheism. I have studied the paths of many different religions, only to find that I resent them all. I have not found a "religious" path that is right for me, and so I will create my own...invent a worldview that suits my needs. I do this because it is right for me, because it is what I need right now. Whether one is able to find your way along an established spiritual path or you blaze a new trail matters not...as long as it is what you need and want. If it provides fulfillment for you or provides something that you now lack, then by all means follow the path wherever it leads...just do not turn your back completely on everything else. One of the greatest tragedies in life is the destruction of an open mind, which is something that must be guarded against when established religion of any kind is involved.