Do not with your own hands cast yourselves into destruction (2:195).
The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) stated that the one who commits suicide will be punished with something like that with which he killed himself.
Abu Hurayrah (may Allaah be pleased with him) narrated that the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: ?Whoever throws himself down from a mountain and kills himself will be in the Fire of Hell, throwing himself down therein for ever and ever. Whoever takes poison and kills himself, his poison will be in his hand and he will be sipping it in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever. Whoever kills himself with a piece of iron, that piece of iron will be in his hand and he will be stabbing himself in the stomach with it in the Fire of Hell, for ever and ever.?
Narrated by AL-Bukhaari, 5442; Muslim, 109.
It was narrated from Thaabit bin AL-Dahhaak (may Allaah be pleased with him) that the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: ?Whoever kills himself with something in this world will be punished with it on the Day of Resurrection.?
Narrated by al-Bukhaari, 5700; Muslim, 110.
It was narrated that Jundub ibn ?Abd-Allaah (may Allaah be pleased with him) said: The Messenger of Allaah (blessings and peace of Allaah be upon him) said: ?A man among those who came before you was wounded. He panicked and took a knife and cut his hand, and the bleeding did not stop until he died. Allaah, may He be glorified and exalted, said: ?My slave hastened his death; I have forbidden Paradise to him.?
Narrated by al-Bukhaari (3276) and Muslim (113).
Salam Ukhty inshallah you are well
Good to hear that you're well miss Saira, take care of yourself! Salam Ukhty