Im just trying to figure whats right out..
How do we know that Satan isn't being blasphemed and lied about? The enemy is only defined by what side your on.
Im just trying to figure this all out...
WHats proof satanism is correct and Christianity not? I have always been a christian but God seems to not care about me at all. I cry out to him with the purest motives yet he doesn't even acknowledge me...
I have read into satanism (NO not Anton laves fake stuff he didn't even believe in real Satan)
And it does make a lot of sense but I dont know how to pick the right one

I dont wanna be wrong... And I know God's mad at me already probly for reading into it just to see what it is. But is there any satanists here that can help me?
How is Satan really the eternal true God? Ive been trying to figure that out..